I hate blind dates.  Seriously, how many blind dates have you EVER heard of that worked out?  I especially don't trust GIRLS who try to set me up on blind dates.  Girls will say ANY other girl who is their friend is totally cute and awesome.  It's NEVER true. 

    So my friend Laura set me up with this girl last night.  She was pretty cool, but so far from my type that I don't know what Laura was thinking.  I don't know why I let people try to set me up.  Everything inside me wants to say "No, I won't go out with your friend" but all I can say is "sure...why not?"
   
    Then I end up spending time with some girl I'm not interested in, and I end up spending my hard earned cash on her.  I'm happy to spend money on some girl that I like, but to spend money on some girl I don't care about seems silly.  And lame.  Lame and silly.

    No more blind dates.  I'm setting it up now as a policy.  I'm going to tell my friends not to bother because I will say no.  That way I avoid the problem altogether. 

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    I've had trouble sleeping lately too.  I can't fall asleep until four in the morning, and am comfortable waking up 10 hours later at 2 in the afternoon.  I really need to fix my schedule because it's messing me up hardcore. 

    I also need to clean my room but I feel no motivation for anything.  Everything is just piling up.  I want to write a song but nothing is coming out of me.  All the people I hang out with have girlfriends now.  Yet, I seem to lose interest in girls faster and faster.  It used to take months for me to lose interest in a girl, now I've shaved that time down to mere hours.  If I don't see the possibility of something awesome with a particular girl, then why bother?  Maybe I'm just getting better at reading how lame a given girl is before I waste my time with her.