Posted by sam at March 17th, 2004

   I realized today I have a very real fear of success. You may be thinking; “Everyone wants to succeed - why would you fear it?” Well there are a lot of good reasons to fear success. Like, for one, the fear of failure. You can’t fear failure if you never succeed, right? The problem with a fear of success is that you can’t overcome it very easily. It’s like, you afraid to overcome your fear of success.
   Danny’s mom totally offered to pay for our band to get some real studio time. This is good because she has like a billion dollars or something. Speaking of a billion dollars - I wish I had a billion dollars. I really need to buy a new bass amp - and those aint cheap. Before I can buy a bass amp, I need to catch up on my tithing - and that aint cheap either! I’m so freakin poor. I think I should get a room mate so my rent will be cheaper….
   I’m going home for Spring Break for some much needed R&R. I’m also going to see some doctors out there because I’ve decided to continue with my hardcore Excersize program. Yeah, it might kill me, but am I really living as it is?