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So I talked with Brandon from HP today and he officially offered me the job and sent me the paperwork for getting me hired. The pay is a little less then I had hoped, but it's still pretty freaking great.
I start my new position on the 9th. So sometime between now and then I will be making the move to Salt Lake. Hopefully a move for the best. I went and handed in my two weeks at Nu Skin. My boss said he was sad to see me go, but he understood.
Indirectly related to my move to salt lake - our show sucked tonight. We did not have enough time to do any type of good promotions or anything. There were very few people there, and most of them came for other bands. Worst of all, none of my friends showed up, except for Brian - to whom I am etenrally grateful.
(you were warned...)
The fact that none of my friends will come see my band play makes me think that moving to Salt lake is a great move after all. Maybe if I'm away from the comfort and security of already having friends then I will get the juevos to meet some new people.
Don't get me wrong - I love the friends I have, but they all have girlfriends that take up all their time. The more I see people happy with eachother, the more pathetic and lonely I feel.
Truth be told - simply having a girl around won't fix me. I feel so far gone that only the kind of love that makes me want to be a better person will fix me. The more I think about it, the more I'm unhappy because I realize I'm way too picky. Way too picky. The girl I need is one in a million - but evem after that she had to like me back.
I hate being frustrated. I hate having to think about girls all the damn time. I hate my body telling me what to do. I hate eating. I hate having to sleep. in a perfect world my mind is always in control...
im too chicken to move, im
im too chicken to move, im dependent on the security of friends and family. The thought of being lonely horrifies me. good luck sam.
I really would have liked to
I really would have liked to come to your show...not that you have 'actually' met me anyways, heh. But I already had stuff I needed to do that night unfortunately. But keep posting if/when you have future shows, because I would like to try and come to one. (: I am always up for hearing new music.
And A Perfect Circle is so great...strange how their music can fit such different moods. Good for good moods, good for those 'I feel like sh*t' moods too.
Good luck with the new job, btw! Yay for better pay!
And I hope you get feeling better/less lonely-ish soon.
*Goes to prattle on elsewhere*
Sorry man, the 2000 mile
Sorry man, the 2000 mile commute back to happy valley would have been a bit much today, but I'll be back next week if you need help moving.
And that is why being a
And that is why being a robot is so ideal.
Dunno... never been there.
Dunno... never been there.
And people in Happy Valley
And people in Happy Valley are!!!?
Man I know exactly how you
Man I know exactly how you feel! I don't even have any friends. Well hopefully everything works out for you!
But it's SALT LAKE! People
But it's SALT LAKE! People there aren't normal.... xD
Geez Sam, way to make me
Geez Sam, way to make me cry. Your current mood is lonely and you are listening to A Perfect Circle and no one came to your show. I soooooo wish I would have come. I know I already told you that but I mean it. I really wanted to see you play.
Sam, just in case you weren't aware I don't have a girlfriend that takes up all my time. I don't have anyone to take up all my time and make me happy or whatever it is you said. But I guess it kinda sucks that I don't have a job to pay for awesome things to do. And it kinda sucks that I don't have a car to drive over to your house. Oh and probably that I am a girl.
While I am going to miss you like crazy I really hope this all brings some awesome things to your life. I just want you to be happy, ok? Be happy. And if you aren't happy don't stop till you find happiness.
I love ya. Things will work out for you. They really will. You just have to be a little patient. Have a little faith.
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